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I’m Bringing Sexy Back To Where There’s Never Been Sexy Before

Hello! ^ ^ My name’s Daurah (pronounced like Dora). I’m a junior in highschool and I’ve been over weight my whole life. My body is really good at hiding my weight which is what’s been keeping me from losing weight for the longest. Over the summer I lost 30 pounds and it felt great :) but I inevitably gained a couple pounds back. I want to be at the weight that my doctor considers “healthy”, but the real reason why I want to lose weight is because I want to stop depending on my weight for the reason why I allow myself to get trampled on or for the reason why I feel like I’m not good enough. I’m done getting angry with God because I feel like he’s cursed me. I know that God made me this weight because he knew that I’d be able to overcome it and if God believes in me, then I can do all things :)
My Goal weight is: 125 lbs
When I started this blog I was: 194 lbs (12.14.11)
and I’m currently: 174.5 lbs. (as of-1.20.12)
Before I started losing weight over the summer I was at my highest weight: 215 lbs
and I got down to: 185 lbs
which felt really great :) I am proud of myself, but I gained back 9 pounds and I am NOT under ANY circumstances going any higher than what I already am(194) lbs. I refuse to be a victim of my own self-hatred and pity. 

-GW1: 170->write a poem/ progress picture

-GW2: 160-> new outfit/ progress picture

-GW3: 155—> progress picture

-GW4: 145: —>new outift/ progress pick/ Retreat! (8.9.12)

-GW: 135—> Progress pic

-GW6: 130 —> Prom dress :)

-GW7:125 —> Graduation :,)

**possible UGW: 120 —> summer next year!

http://lilyslim.com/Weight_loss_code.php


Starting pant size: 12/11
Starting braw size 38/36DDD/F